cYniCaLme

I have been wondering for some time now, if in one point in my life have I been cursed for some reason I do not know. To love a single person, my whole life and never be able to move on. It’s a gift of faithfulness, loyalty and love, yet for me it’s a curse bound to destroy my sense of humanity; sadness, misery, sorrow and pain. I know, I can still feel it within me, for I am as hollow as an empty cylinder, as hard as rock. An exact definition of what the opposite of emotions are all about. I am trying, regaining what I have lost but as hard as I am trying, the deeper this curse embeds itself within my soul, burying me deep into the abyss of seclusion. For I still wanted, despite of being a social animal supposed to be craving for intimacy, to be in one with myself…alone.

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